Posted by Anonymous on 2015/01/29 under Uncategorized I’m sorry i keep messing things up between us. I just don’t know how to do any of this, I don’t know how to be myself without scarring anyone off. You kept begging me to open up to you, got mad at me for hiding from you before. So i did, I opened up and now you aren’t talking to me. Was I a replacement friend? Were you just waiting for your old buddies to come back and now you don’t need me? I’m sorry I’m so awkward and horrible at this. I’m sorry I should’ve known I’d make you uncomfortable. I’m sorry I let you in. Because the truth is I don’t let anyone in, and this is why. I don’t want to get burned this way. I know it’s a part of life but why? Why can’t things just go back to the way they were before? We could be best friends again and tell each other dirty jokes while we watch whatever stupid s*** is on tv. Why can’t we go back to that? back to before this, because this hurts, it hurts so f***ing bad. I feel like i’m drowning. I’m sorry, you shouldn’t have to worry about me.